Renewal
"What the hell-"
The
slam of the bathroom door punctuated Makoto's exclamation. Long legs in
faded blue jeans strode to the door and tanned knuckles rapped on the
unyielding wood.
"Come on Ami, open the door now!"
"You were undressing her!" The muffled shout did not prevent Makoto from discerning the seething tones in which Ami spoke.
"I
explained what happened. Ami, will you just open the door? Please?"
Cajoling did not seem to work at all as silence spread through their
apartment. Makoto could feel a fury growing despite her efforts to stay
calm.
Her hands grabbed the trim around the door, squeezing the wood
with increasing force that would splinter and break if she did not stop.
Her knuckles protruded whitely from the backs of her hands.
One minute of quiet.
One minute, thirty seconds.
Two minutes had passed since Ami last replied. No sound emerged from the bathroom beyond the door.
Makoto's
forehead made a small thud as it dropped on the wood. "Ami..." A soft
snarl of her loved one's name, and still no response.
"Fine then.
I'm leaving." Her hands dropped to her sides, she could still feel the
grain of the wood pressed into her palms not a moment ago. She made her
way back to the couch where she had carelessly dropped the motorcycle
helmet and her keys upon entering the apartment.
Makoto had almost made it to the front door when she heard the click of the lock and the door opening behind her.
"Wait,
Mako..." The voice called out hoarsely from behind her and Makoto's
body stilled, and stiffened. The balls of her feet were planted flatly
on the floor, her back straight, her shoulders thrown back. In that
instant she resembled a strong steadfast oak neither bowing or bending
to the harshest wind. She did not turn to face Ami.
"What?" She
could have been asking for a second cup of tea, the anger which had
quickly flowed into her nowhere apparent in the word.
Once again
there was no response from Ami but Makoto heard the tentative footsteps
of the smaller woman as she crossed the room behind her. Even so, she
did not turn. The set of her shoulders relaxed when she felt Ami's arms
wrap around her waist from behind. She could feel the warmth from Ami's
body as it pressed against her back.
"I'm sorry. Please don't go."
The words were muted, absorbed into the cloth of Makoto's shirt but she
heard them clearly. "I'm sorry."
There was a loud thump as the
helmet fell from Makoto's fingers followed by the jingle of keys as they
crashed to the floor. She gathered the smaller woman into her arms as
she turned and Ami buried her face into Makoto's chest.
"You know,
of the two, people usually call me the hothead." She joked. Ami
trembled in her arms and Makoto felt a wetness penetrate the shirt.
"Ami..." Surprise and concern colored the name of her beloved.
"I-I'm sorry!" Ami sobbed into Makoto's chest and the tall woman brushed the shorter woman's hair soothingly.
"It's okay," she reassured, "It's fine now. I just wanted you to talk to me."
"I walked in and saw the two of you and she was shirtless and I was so scared I lost you to someone else."
"Nothing
happened, love. She received a cut while training and I helped her
clean and dress the wound," Makoto explained once more.
"I know."
Ami nodded, "I believed you but the picture of you two standing
there...it couldn't leave my head and I got so angry at myself for even
thinking you would do that to me. My love is selfish, I only want you
all to myself."
"I feel the same," Makoto said quietly before a
soft laugh erupted. Ami looked up at her in puzzlement and Makoto
grinned while she gently swiped at the smaller's woman's tear trail with
a callused thumb. "Imagine if the shoe was on the other foot. I would
have probably killed someone if I had seen you in a situation like that
without knowing the circumstances."
"Well, it really is no
surprise you're known to be hot-headed." She rested head against
Makoto's chest again.
"Wha—what are you doing?"
The brunette had
bent and picked up Ami in her arms, her calf and thigh muscles flexing
under jeans as she strutted towards their bedroom. "Why, I'm going to
renew my vows I made that day."
"Mako-" a blush of excitement spread across Ami's cheeks as she stared wide-eyed at the brunette.
Laying
Ami gently down in the middle of the bed Makoto bent and kissed her at
the corner of her parted lips. "I'm going to prove how much I love and
want you over and over again."
"Mako..." It was the barest of sighs, yet Makoto heard and felt the love uttered in those two syllables.
"Only you."