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Summary: "I will always be here. So wherever you are, you have a place to return to." These words haunt Rio Kazumiya as the years pass. It was time to go back to the place where it all began.
Homecoming
"I will always be here. So wherever you are, you have a place to return to."
A
lone falcon circled lazily in the vast sky above, it's cry echoing and
amplified by the mountains beyond the verdant plains. Rio Kazumiya's
grey eyes fluttered open. Her lips edged upwards in a smile as the words
of Captain Felicia Heideman echoed in her ears. It had been years since
Felicia uttered those words to her, while looking at the younger
members of 1121st platoon as they crossed the bridge connecting
Clocktower Fortress to the rest of Seize. Six years in fact.
It
wasn't the first time she thought of those words,and of Felicia. Lately
her mind wandered over them more often. She thought of Clocktower
Fortress in the stillness of dawn as the sun entered the azure sky, the
blinding star following the trail from the day before. The poignant
sound of the trumpet as it filled the air. Daily life as everyone went
about their routines. The content faces of the citizens of Seize.
While
the rest of the world fought for dominance, Rio decided she would
fulfill her dream and search for the reborn sea. It had been tough at
first and there was still a long way to go but thanks to her hard work
humans could now soar into the sky just like the sounds issued from her
trumpet.
'A dream is an excellent thing to have,' she mused
to herself. A leaf from the tree overhead floated downwards, pulled by
gravity but taking its time nonetheless. She watched its progress until
it landed in the grass where she laid stretched out, her arms folded
under her head. 'A home is also nice to return to.' The corner of
her lips went up a notch at that thought. She looked up past the
branches filled with flourishing leaves into the cerulean sky beyond.
The clouds drifted by languidly and would have encouraged sleep had she
been tired.
She couldn't sleep however. There was still had a half
day's worth of travel before she reached her destination. Eagerness
prevented her from relaxing. Anticipation curled in her belly, giving
her a restless and wild feeling. Sitting up, she stretched her arms
under the cool shade of the tree. It was time to get going. Straddling
the sun warmed leather seat of the old two wheeled machine, she turned
the ignition, eliciting a loud rumble that echoed in the green fields
surrounding her. Her trumpet, tied on top of the rest of her bags
gleamed in the midday sun.
-x-x-x-
A
small animal seem to flip and flop in her belly as she neared the
entrance to town. It would be folly to think that no one would recognize
her as she passed through on the way to Clocktower Fortress. She smiled
and waved back as the people of Seize waved at her. Not much had
changed while she was gone. Everyone looked a little older but
everything looked the same. A window display of delicate wares beckoned
her as she turned a corner. Slowly coming to a stop, she parked the
motorbike and lifted her goggles.
"So you've come back." A
stranger might have deemed the voice unfriendly but Rio smiled as she
caught the fondness laced between the words.
"Naomi-san!" She
stepped into the doorway where the older woman stood. Rio was not given
to affectionate gestures but it had been too many years since she'd seen
the woman. Pulling Naomi into a hug she chuckled when the woman spoke.
"So
you haven't forgotten this old woman, hmm?" She pulled back, looking
Rio in the eye before taking the rest of her in. Rio always carried
herself in a confident manner but she seemed even more so. Yes, Rio
Kazumiya had certainly grown into a fine woman, Naomi thought to
herself, Princess Iliya would have been proud to call her sister.
"You're on your way there, aren't you?" She answered her own question as Rio gazed around the shop. "Of course you are."
"Yes.
They don't know." Rio answered, setting down an intricately crafted
glass item, suddenly impatient to be on her way. Naomi sensed this, the
smile on her lips reaching her eyes as she looked at the young woman.
"Get going then."
Not
ones to mince words, they said their goodbyes, Rio striding to the bike
as a few passing townsfolk looked on curiously. It was definitely the
same feeling, Rio decided, passing through the quiet streets. Just like
the first time she arrived. A feeling of nostalgia bubbling up within
her, this place was the closest thing she had ever felt to a home since
her mother passed away all those years ago.
She took in the view
from the bridge as she crossed slowly, the sky alight with golden notes
from the sun as it bade the world goodnight. She couldn't help but think
of the last time she saw the sunset from the bridge. It was the two of
them, out for one last quiet stroll before Rio left. As the sun sank
below the horizon, Rio had taken Felicia's hand in her own, allowing
their clasped hands to say everything they could not in that particular
moment.
She felt a little shy now that she was practically there.
She laughed at herself, as she realized how much of a hurry she had been
in earlier as opposed to the hesitancy she felt now. Accelerating, she
made a decision to race the sun,wanting to reach the door before the
light disappeared, wanting to see the last rays on Felicia's face.
She
pulled into the courtyard noticing the stillness once she cut off the
engine. A figure stood at the door, the golden hair highlighted with
glints of red due to the sunset. Reflecting light flashed on lenses,
hiding the kindest pair of blue eyes Rio had ever known. The smile was
recognizable as ever.
"I thought it might be Claus-san." The voice
stated softly as Rio removed her goggles and helmet, carefully placing
them on the seat. She smiled as she made her way up the short steps to
the blonde. She was finally here and she couldn't think of one thing to
say to the other woman. Her throat closed up as the emotions rose up ,
overpowering her.
Felicia spread her arms, a welcoming smile on her face. Rio stumbled into them, tightly wrapping the other woman in an embrace.
"Welcome home, Rio."
"Felicia."
Not knowing what else to say and how else to say it, she choked out the
name. Inhaling the woman's clean scent, she thought to herself 'Like fresh sunshine soaked linen. I've missed this.'
Staying
true to her character, Felicia merely smiled. The completeness she felt
at seeing Rio again confirmed what she felt for the woman. All the
years she waited, she knew Rio would return. She would eventually find
out if the somewhat gruff but charming woman felt the same way. But that
could wait. Felicia Heideman was patient woman after all.
"Shall
we have dinner? I made more than enough for two." Rio's stomach gurgled
in response, oddly convenient with the timing. Felicia grinned, gently
tugging Rio into the kitchen.
-x-x-x-
She
settled into the bathtub, the splashing sounds of water echoing against
the walls steeped in silence. The lack of noise was redolent of the end
of the world, a world devoid of life, of man. She found she did not
mind it so much tonight. Not when she knew Felicia was just beyond the
door, humming while putting away the leftovers. She sighed in
contentment. After the long days of travel a hot bath felt especially
good to her weary bones.
During dinner, the blonde informed her
about the absence of the younger members of the platoon. Noel and Kanata
had set off in search of an elusive spare part for Takemikazuchi with a
visiting Aisha in tow. It took Kureha some convincing before she
decided to go off with them to the neighboring town of Treize. Rio
imagined Felicia sending them off with her blessing, a happy smile on
her face. The captain's blatant disregard for conventional military
practice seemed to gain her greater respect and admiration, not just
from her platoon members but the entire town of Seize as well. The door
opened and the entry of Felicia in a bare towel startled Rio mid-ponder.
Not
missing a beat, the blonde blithely explained with a smile, "We'll save
some hot water if I bathed now." Rio nodded in response, "Of course."
Felicia
climbed into the tub, settling in she exclaimed, "oh my! Isn't this
nice!" The blue haired woman chuckled. It wasn't the first time they had
shared a bath but there was subtle difference now between the two of
them. Perhaps it was because they were the only ones in the entire
fortress. Or maybe it was because it was finally time to solve the
mystery between them. Whatever it was made anticipation swirl in Rio's
stomach, causing her to tense up.
The tub was large enough to hold
four people but suddenly it felt quite small. Rio shot covert glances
at Felicia, noticing the flawless pale skin, flaxen haired piled
atop her head, the curves usually hidden under the green uniform. The
shrewd blonde seemed unconcerned with sharing the bath and more
interested in getting clean. Rio looked down into the water, gazing at
the distorted view of the lower half of her body without really seeing.
Felicia spoke, breaking the silence and her head jolted up, meeting the
other woman's amused blue eyes.
"Shall I wash your back?" She
wasn't expecting the offer and found herself blushing furiously. She
hoped the steam from the bath hid her flush.
"N-no, it's alright.
I'm done anyway." She stumbled out of the room quickly, cursing herself
and her cowardice all the way to her room while wrapped in nothing but a
towel. She had a feeling Felicia would be wearing the same amused look
on her face. The blonde had the tendency of wearing a smile that
seemed to say 'I know a secret' and it was one of the things that made
her seem so mysterious to the rest of the platoon.
Wasting no time
in getting dressed, Rio dried her hair. Felicia still occupied
her thoughts. She wondered if the other woman completed her bath. Rio could
picture Felicia immersed in the tub, skin shimmering with wetness and
gulped. After all this time she underestimated her desire for the other
woman. In a way distance had helped but since she returned she found
herself floundering. Every smile, look or word from Felicia was slowly
drowning her. She wanted to let go, and take Felicia in her arms but she
held herself back. Not for the older woman's sake but for her own.
Exasperation
peppered the muttered curse as she threw the towel she used to dry her
hair. She needed some fresh air and her feet unconsciously followed the
path upwards. A light breeze hit her the moment she stepped out the door
and onto the parapet of the clock tower. Faint lights from Seize
gleamed in the distance but made poor competitors to the stars shining
above. She took in the sight, her mind cleared for a moment. The thought
crossed her mind on how good it felt to be back again. The view could
stay the same forever and she'd never get tired of it.
Memories
from nights long gone floated past. Nights she could not sleep, spent
staring at the stars. Somehow Felicia always knew when she was awake and
would appear with cups of tea. Wordlessly, with a hint of a smile and a
twinkle in her eye she'd give one to Rio and sip from the other. They
passed many nights that way, Rio's fears and concerns overlaid with
silence and her inability to voice them. Felicia merely sat, casually,
her presence a comfort for the wordless Rio until the words spilled
themselves out into the darkness. The captain would listen, nodding. The
kind smile never left her lips and through it Rio bared her soul,
feeling lighter as every word departed her body.
It struck her
then. Felicia. Waiting. Felicia always waiting, with a kind word and
gentle smile. And here she was running away again. All because she
couldn't face her own feelings. She was afraid the older woman would
reject her. It was the idea that there might be a rejection. They had
formed a family, Felicia, Noel, Kureha, Kanata and herself. The fear she
might lose this family of hers manifested itself. She struck out
against the wall, her hand smarting with the impact. She had been
running away while Felicia patiently stood, waiting for her.
"Stupid. I'm so stupid!"
"I
disagree." Felicia said appearing with two cups of tea. "I had a
feeling you would be up here." The wind caressed her hair, the golden
strands trailing in the air.
Rio chuckled wryly. "I guess we're
back to the same old tricks." She sipped on the tea and sighed. The tiny
lights from the town captured her gaze and she didn't look away. She
couldn't bring herself to look at Felicia after the epiphany. Shame
washed through her. Rio was able to stop a war but couldn't bring
herself to admit her love to the woman standing next to her. What kind
of soldier was she?
As if following Rio's internal monologue,
Felicia answered, "You're a good soldier. You care about people. You do
things your way without compromising your ideals. You're a brave woman,
Rio Kazumiya. I admire that about you." She smiled widely, continuing.
"But stupid? Never."
Rio gulped and turned to face Felicia. The
silvery moonlight brought an ethereal glow to the woman's skin. She
stared and Felicia fidgeted. She couldn't recall Rio ever looking at her
that intensely before.
"Felicia, I'm surprised you don't hate me already." Surprise registered on the blonde woman's face.
"Hate
you? Why would I do such a thing?" She took the cup from Rio and along
with her own balanced them on the ledge of the parapet. Wrapping her
arms about Rio, she sighed. The blue haired woman's gruff voice softly
replied in her ear.
"I made you wait so long." Rio's voice shook
as her hands came around Felicia, completing the hug. "I kept running
away while you waited patiently. I'm so sorry."
Rio could
practically see the smile in Felicia's voice as the woman replied.
"You're here now, that's all that matters to me." They kissed. It was
inevitable, slow and sweet, the first of many. Without a word they left
the parapet down to the captain's quarters. Hands shook, skin overheated and
blood rushed. Soft passion-filled gasps were uttered. Rio made sure to
express all the things she was unable to say with her actions. They fell
asleep spent, but not before three little important words were
mentioned.
-x-x-x-
The sun was
already up when her eyes opened. She felt the warm figure of Felicia
pressed against her own under the thin sheet. The door opened, bringing
her attention to chuckles and gasps. She looked toward the opening,
freezing as she spotted the faces of Kanata, Kureha, Noel and a blushing
Aisha.
"Rio-" An excited Kanata was on the verge of barging into
the room but not before Kureha slapped a palm over the enthusiastic
girl's mouth and dragged her off. Noel looked at Rio seriously then
nodded before closing the door. Rio looked down, letting out a sigh. How
were they going to explain this to the rest of the platoon? A wry grin
appeared and soft laughter bubbled forth.
Felicia stirred and pulled Rio close, a sleepy murmur issuing from her, "What's all the racket about?"
Rio smiled down at the drowsy woman beside her. "I think we've been found out..."
"Oh? Is that all?"
They smiled at each other as notes from Kanata's bugle rend the skies over Clocktower Fortress and the town of Seize.
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